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Sent to a friend I'm a lesbian - but, I am attracted to gay men. This doesn't make any sense. I guess its cause they act more like girls.I lost my virginity to my best friend - a gay man. It didn't make any sense. But, I loved him so much. He didn't love me and was moreover was really horny and trying to have sex with a woman so that he could be straight because he thought it would make his life easier.
Afterwards, he basically told me that he didn't love me and the sex was meaningless.
I spent the next 4 years trying to make him happy. I was never able to succeed. But we were still best friends.
Eventually he got a boyfriend that he fell in love with. He then told me that he didn't want to be friends with me and that our relationship had been downhill ever since we had had sex.
I still love him - even though that was 3 years ago and I've been with my girlfriend for 2 years. I still dream about him at least once a month.
He won't even talk to me and now lives far away.
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Comments
- Wow, that's fucked up!
- Get over it, girl! What part of 'gay' do you not understand? Dayum...slap yourself silly when you start thinking about something that's NEVER gonna happen - and don't think about contacting him again, not if you wanna make him hate your lesbian ass...!! Isn't life complicated enough being a woman AND a lesbian? Just enjoy being gay hunny, I sure would!!
- babes any1 that is guna tret you like that is not worth your time of thought! u need 2 embrace being a lesbian and u need to be fair 2 your partner. she has boobs n girls parts which are way better then just a penis n balls yuck!
- My girlfriend is the same way. She is was raised as a boy during her childhood, and believed she was gay for men until her parents told her that she was a girl. Since then she has always been strongly attracted to gay men. She still struggles with her sexuality, but don't you give up! There is someone out there that can make you happy and sexually satisfied. Good luck!